THE IRONY

sHE sAYZZ...

I watch you there day after day,
Gesturing and behaving in your usual ways,
Talking and laughing as I have known you to,
And as I watch I wonder, do you see me too??

We talk, we laugh, we discuss, we play,
But don't believe we see each other the same way,
For I know what it is that I feel for you,
Something I also know that you just cannot do.

I don't hold it against you, it's a handicap,
We all have our faults and I can accept that.
But I do wish that it could have been,
To finally have found someone who thinks like me.

But the one small difference that exists between,
Has created the vacuum that shall remain empty.
One that I always wanted to be generously filled,
I crave for from someone, for whom c'est impossible.

hE sAYZZ...

I watch you from afar, as you walk away,
Wiping a tear that fell astray,
And I feel the pain get worse and ache,
Never thought I could ever feel this way.

You think I cannot see it in you,
Watching you feel, seeing what it does to you,
You think I simply cannot feel, what can I say?

Never thought I would be able to survive this day!

But as I watch you I know I feel it too,
Not just now but since I poured my heart to you,
Said things I had since long wanted to say,
And watching you understand had paved the way.

Yes we are meant to be, I do believe,
But I keep silent coz I feel you can do better than me,
As there isn't and will not be much that I can offer.
But I do wait for the day that you might come to me,
Saying that despite it all you want to be together.....